Big Sister Is Watching You

"I'm a loser, and I'm not what I appear to be" --The Beatles--

Be careful, friends. My wife has her eye on you. She spent yesterday evening trolling through all my friends' sites, plus those that left quick comments. Needless to say, she was appalled. She has stated that she would never make an online friend, it's just wrong. And, she gave me a list of the ones she was most offended by. I'll keep that to myself, no need to name names. You know whether you're offensive.

The missus is talking up counseling for herself, and as a couple. We did it long ago, but I couldn't talk freely because I had so many secrets. Maybe this time, with everything out on the table now, and me no longer ashamed of my quirks, it might do some good. My worry is that we'll wind up with someone with a bias against the transgendered, who will side completely with my wife. That could spell the end of us. One good thing about all this, she isn't afraid to bring up the topic anymore. She's spilling her guts whenever the mood strikes. I guess that's healthy. I've earned whatever enmity she has for me. So much deceit, so many lies. I do know that she wouldn't be crying about it if she didn't love me. I'll cling to that thought during the storm.